Lost

     Have you ever lost something that is so important to you that you feel like you are missing a piece of yourself without it? Well I really don't know how to get that piece back without finding what I lost. Sometime yesterday or really early today I lost the ring that my one and only gave me before I left for college. Now here I am trying to get rid of my guilt by writing it all out on a blog that is supposed to be for class, but ALL I can do is think of how big I messed up with losing the ring...really how did I do it? I don't know where else to look I basically spent the last three hours trying to find out where it was and what might have happened to it and I don't know where else to look to find it.
     Ahhhhhhhhh. I keep repeating the same thing over and over again but I don't care. I am so stressed with losing my ring and it is ridiculous. I know that maybe it is just a material object but it really means more to me than that...
     I think I might just try to meditate or rest or some random shit like that. I don't know what else to do or how I'm going to tell him I lost it. How do you tell the person you love that you lost something that you should guard with your life. Epic Fail my dear. Epic Fail.